My 23rd Birthday~

Aww, I'm a year older.
And more blessed, loved ..and wiser, i hope.

I haven been blogging cos' I didn't felt like it.
My life hasn't been very colourful.

Alas, my 2months work at Woodlands is gonna end like soon!
I can start counting down.

June and I bid farewell to the long bus journey from Bedok to Woodlands.

NOTE: UniSIM exams are a killer, and I m so gonna flunk. 3 more papers to go next week! Jiayou Tan Li Jun!

(Here are some pics of my lovely b'day present from Jaslin!)



Harajuku Lovers Perfume by Gwen Stefanie.

I know prolly everyone knows owns one. I'm slow... but i still think it's extremely cute!

my neighbour is so cute!
everytime i see her, she grow up a lil!

I forgot her name.. but...
we call her Meimei!
=)

I GOT A SECRET WISH!


I want to be thin, rich, beautiful and happy.
In order.

muahahahaa.

I'm going crazy.

I finally found the courage to end this relationship after nearly 2 years.

No ill feelings or hatred.
As only then I can move on alot easier.

I know the scariest times are : quiet moments to myself, where the memories, flashbacks and visions of you haunt me. And the tears just trickle no matter how hard I try.
Someone told me it'll never go away, but it'll fade.

I wish I had the power to just delete you totally from my brain system and reboot afresh, but sadly no.

I wish you are happy and treat the doggies well...

I'll always stick to this advice... " once bitten, twice shy, third you really can go and die."

It really makes sense to me now.
All the last chances are voided now.

I will tattoo all these advice into my heart.

"
- Gd to hear dat u're strong nw, not worth it to cry for him. u teach him a lesson, if u think tt by leaving him u feel more happy u go ahead n let him regret.

- I knw how u feel cos i had the same experience last as you when i was young. so dun be stupid to love him so much leave him n find a better one if u can, there are still alot of better guys ard, if not u'll suffer more.

- If you wan leave him jus leave him quietl no need to tell him let him regret his life, since he doesn't treasure you, dun u think dat everytime quarrel not tired? sometimes certain thing need to put a fullstop into it.

- You had given him so many chances yet he dun change do u think if this time u give him chance again he will change? u go and think for urself, i know it's very difficult to give up a person tt u love so much. said is easier than done, it's only when ur heart is strong den u will succeed.

-You jus walk out of his life for the time c how things goes, if he rly treasure you he will be yours.if not this type of guy also no point having him even though.. u also no need pack the things fr his house. just leave them there."

Goodbye.

I simply adore Roses.
Though some find them a waste of money, a frivolous purchase.
But i think they harbour so much meaning, making it an unforgettable moment for the receiver, not forgetting the pleasure, excitement and thoughtfulness.

When you present them as a gift to your loved ones, they convey your feelings aptly.

Look at my research:
Meaning of Number of Roses:

- 1 Rose Love at the first sight; you are the one

- 2 Roses Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another

- 3 Roses I love you

- 6 Roses I wanna be yours

- 7 Roses I'm infatuated with you

- 9 Roses An Eternal love, together as long as we live

- 10 Roses You are perfect
- 11 Roses You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life
- 12 Roses Be my steady
- 13 Roses Secret Admirer
- 15 Roses I am truly sorry, please forgive me
- 20 Roses Believe me, I am sincere towards you
- 21 Roses I am devoted to you
- 24 Roses Can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday
- 33 Roses Saying "I love you" with great affection
- 36 Roses I will remember our romantic moments
- 40 Roses My love for you is genuine
- 50 Roses Regretless love, this is
- 99 Roses I will love you for as long as I live
- 100 Roses Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age
- 101 Roses You are my one and only love
- 108 Roses Please marry me!
- 365 Roses Can't stop thinking about you, each and everyday
- 999 Roses Everlasting and Eternal love

I would like to express all my love,gratitude and thanks to:

A porcelain doll named Jolice.







“When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend (Jolice*) will be there” =)



“A friend is someone who lets you have total freedom to be yourself.”


“Everyone has a "best friend" during each stage of life-only a precious few have the same one.”











“A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are.”







Thanks for always being there for me w/o fail.
And putting up with my nonsense all the time!
Thou I am definitely not the best friend/sister in the world,
and I *disappear* when there are problems, misunderstandings.

Thanks for teaching me to speak up,
to be strong and strong-er,
to doll-up myself and gain self-confidence,
to not always cry,

motivating me towards my goals and career and all.

=)

Going on 2 years, maybe it's the end.
I've learnt to be strong countless times.
And here I'm again.

I'm blogging at home now and Alvin is still sleeping soundly, after a short mahjong marathon w his usuals last night.

I m lucky I had them to accompany me thru CNY 1 and V-day countdown.

Ruby,


and Cherry.


Mum and Dad in Genting again.
But they are so sweet to prepare everything nicely b4 they go, and Mum even left our hongbaos in her cupboard.

HAPPY CNY TO DAD AND MUM.
Enjoy yourselves and win more/strike more $$$.
Uncle laughed during reunion dinner last night and say Mum is confirmed shouting "Picture!" in the casino; Dad striking jackpot! The rest of us laughed ourselves mad it was pretty hilarious.

For work, at SP we have to work alt Saturdays.Thus, I've officially started my first Saturday shift- CNY eve halfday 8-1pm.
And after a pampering massage with uncle's *$5K worth OSIM massage chair, that explains why I was knocked-out after reunion dinner.

Why is CNY and V-day so dull this year?
I want so fun and hulabaloooo!
=)




Have a *ROARING* Tiger year 2010 peeps!

Hello.

I know it's been centuries almost since I've been here.Blogging.
This lil space of mine here is slowly becoming non-existent.

I am feeling abit cramped.
Just like the majority of my friends.

An overlook on their profiles just informed me that everyone is so BUSY with life. Just like me.
Struggling with UniSIM/work/life/events/doggies/driving lessons.

Time management is imperative ya?
I know I know.

Can't believe I'm getting my 3rd paycheque already.
I've come so far~
(FYI:For me to stay in a job is a challenge)


Anyway,
CNY is here to grant us some wealth and fun~

Ending with this very meaningful quote my colleague Sally shared with me:
"Cherish every moment of your time, cos this time of this second/min/hour/day/year will never come back again."


I totally agree.
After she told me this, I felt goosebumps and butterflies surging in me.
That makes me wants to cherish everything more.

Love,
Jun.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL~
Hope 2010 brings lots of fun and success.