my neighbour is so cute!
everytime i see her, she grow up a lil!

I forgot her name.. but...
we call her Meimei!
=)

I GOT A SECRET WISH!


I want to be thin, rich, beautiful and happy.
In order.

muahahahaa.

I'm going crazy.

I finally found the courage to end this relationship after nearly 2 years.

No ill feelings or hatred.
As only then I can move on alot easier.

I know the scariest times are : quiet moments to myself, where the memories, flashbacks and visions of you haunt me. And the tears just trickle no matter how hard I try.
Someone told me it'll never go away, but it'll fade.

I wish I had the power to just delete you totally from my brain system and reboot afresh, but sadly no.

I wish you are happy and treat the doggies well...

I'll always stick to this advice... " once bitten, twice shy, third you really can go and die."

It really makes sense to me now.
All the last chances are voided now.

I will tattoo all these advice into my heart.

"
- Gd to hear dat u're strong nw, not worth it to cry for him. u teach him a lesson, if u think tt by leaving him u feel more happy u go ahead n let him regret.

- I knw how u feel cos i had the same experience last as you when i was young. so dun be stupid to love him so much leave him n find a better one if u can, there are still alot of better guys ard, if not u'll suffer more.

- If you wan leave him jus leave him quietl no need to tell him let him regret his life, since he doesn't treasure you, dun u think dat everytime quarrel not tired? sometimes certain thing need to put a fullstop into it.

- You had given him so many chances yet he dun change do u think if this time u give him chance again he will change? u go and think for urself, i know it's very difficult to give up a person tt u love so much. said is easier than done, it's only when ur heart is strong den u will succeed.

-You jus walk out of his life for the time c how things goes, if he rly treasure you he will be yours.if not this type of guy also no point having him even though.. u also no need pack the things fr his house. just leave them there."

Goodbye.