My life feels like a blank now.
Bleak.
No directions.
Just hoping and yearning to land a job soon..
office job, 5 days, with an acceptable/ attractive salary..

3rd manual driving lesson now.
And I'm still very nervous.
I held on to the steering wheel for life?

Instructor says my problem?
Stalling the engine when approaching turn-ings.

Oh wells!
I need to revise.refresh.recall.
Driving manual and theories.

LIFE?
I've been a slave to the pleasures of slacking excessively.
Succumbing to the laziness in me.
I need to get a move on!
Don't wanna be a sloth.

I miss the club and the girlie fun.
But I don't feel like myself anymore.
Lost half of myself .. to the sins of love.

"Waste your money and you're only out of money, but waste your time and you've lost part of your life." - Michael Leboeuf .