Give and Take.

Really the hardest thing to learn.
I know I ask for too much attention.
And till today can i fully understand how guys put their buddies as first in everything and I shouldn't complain/be insecure/think i m not impt.


I guess I really need to re-prioritize my life majorly.

I was so addicted to you and engulfed in the whole R/S,
I neglected and let many down.


In the end,
you make me feel down too.
Once you gave in to my attention seeking disorder.

Everything goes around n round?

I need to learn/force myself to be mature.
To shoulder responsibilties.

I'm Mum's and Dad's proud capable daughter,
I'm Brother's good sister.


- Dun neglect MUM, who cares so much about us, and our daily needs. She put in so much effort to take care of our daily lives and health. Till she suffer from muscle aches and countless discomforts now. It's bcos of Mum that I'm here healthy and strong.

- Dun neglect DAD, who slog so hard to maintain his own business and our family and finances. Every single lil thing. Take good care of Dad's health, remembering his critical diabetes condition and having undergone major cataract surgery- which makes his eyes vulnerable.

- Dun neglect BRO, remind him to report back to camp and make sure he's contactable and safe so Mum can set her mind at ease abt her youngest precious son.

I need to strive for and maintain a stable job/career.
I need to take good care of myself.
Pass all my papers- dun waste Dad's investment in my UNI education.



LOVE and R/S matters shouldn't take up my focus.
Maybe this is better for me to re-asses what i want in life.


Will I find the partner destined to be with me?

I hope you are the one.
I seriously nv doubted you.
And I'm trying my best.

Even if we are not compatible, I should be happy that our paths once crossed.
I'll treasure everything we once shared.
We can still be friends/buddies if u wish.

Let things take it course, I should stop having low self confidence in myself.
Cos my life focus shld be on my family- which is most impt to me.


My heart will tell me my answer.
Yes.

I love you and I always will.
If you're willing to continue to walk this path with me hand-in-hand...