Tuesday, March 17, 2009
I don't hate you.
I finally realised what a fool I've been, for holding on
and thinking maybe one day you'll miss me and tell me you're sorry.

Till now then I can confirm what kinda person you are, or always have been.

I refused to believe.
Till I heard it straight from you.

........................

Your advances:
- You bought a comb for Ruby?
- You tomorrow got school?
- You today got school?


I didn't want to reply you,
I wanted you to taste how it feels to be ignored cruelly.

In actual fact, i don't want to repeat my mistake
and fall head over heels agn.

I still wanted to believe you are rly sorry for your actions
(thou there was not a sorry in ur msges)

Till I found my courage to reply...

" I duno wat u want from me. But whether I go to school or is alive or not doesn't concern you anymore. Dun msg me."


And I am glad I finally know wat kinda jerk you are.
I had no choice but to believe what you can say:

- Ok. I just wanna send you to school. Don't want just say it.
Don't need send me this kind of msg.


You'll never change right?
Thank you for waking me up and letting me move on seriously.


You took me for a ride?
I'll take this a painful lesson learnt.
Never repeat my mistake agn.

I wish I had no feelings.