I can't help waking up at 4.am.
I can't stop the tears pouring.
I can't stop my heart hurting.

Am I really so insignificant?
I know I shouldn't harp on sucha a trivial item.

But, it seriously hurts me.
And for me, it's the little things that matter.
I can't change my character or my thinking.

And I know you can't and will not change too.
Does this mean something seriously?