Monday, October 06, 2008
Maybe I didn't assure you that you're really important to me.
That my world is empty and dark w/o you.
I can't smile from my heart.
I didn't prove that you actually mean the world to me.
I'd never want to lose you.
I only want you.
I can't force you.
If I'm not meant for you.
You'll never talk to me anymore right?
I'll learn to accept it slowly.
Although it's killing me.
I know it's painful and torturous
-having to be extra sensitive at all times
-watching every word you say
-tolerating my fragility
-putting up with my stubborn-ness
-getting increasingly disappointed w me, that I'll never change
-having your heart broken time and again
It's not the first time you feel like giving up?
We are not meant for each other.. means
...
whatever you do,
however I may change,
it is useless?
There's no future for us?
We'll never be happy together?
I guessit'll make you feel better if I take it well.
Tell me I'm wrong.
Tell me I'm strong.
