Deeply hurt.
My heart is bleeding.
My mind is a whirl.
Thumping furiously with fear.

I held back all my tears,
in public,
in front of everyone.

It's the most difficult thing to do.

I got no one at all to talk to.
For fear that it may seem like my fault-
yet I still got the nerve to complain and badmouth you.
No washing dirty linen in public.

All alone.
Freezing cold.
I ran with all my might.
Cried as much as my heart could take.

To you,
how ever I may be feeling is TRANSPARENT.

It means nothing at all.
You won't even know the extent- of my fear.

The deepness of the scar you inflicted in my heart.

you will think nothing even happened.
i'm kicking up a big fuss for nothing again.
i'm being over-sensitive.
you've your limit for tolerating my rubbish.

And this time let this be your limit.
this will be your limit.

I'm terrified.
Somebody save me.
please.