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i shouldn't have let my pride got the better of me.
i shouldn't have bottled my emotions up.
i shouldn't have locked you out of my thoughts.
i shouldn't have released my foul mood.

i should have come to terms with my main problem.
i should have mustered enough courage to face it.
i should have done more self-reflection.
i should have remembered it takes two hands to clap.
i should have respected.
i should have understood.

i didn't keep my promise.
i didn't remind myself.
i didn't behave like I should.

i think i'm blind.

Time & Over again.

I don't even want to forgive myself.

My heart is aching.