Entry to: Janet.

I wanna thank you so much!
I love my new pouffy longg-hair do.
I feel like my life is different now.
=)

I don't feel guilty anymore for splurging on myself now.
Treat it as a X'mas present.

I know very much that i need and must be positive and patient.

But I'm ...still ... horribly afraid.

Fear of taking pictures...
-round big face
-poor complexion
-messy hair

or is it a phobia?
I hate it when people say " let's take a snap tgt!"
I cringe at invitations to weddings/parties/ceremonies where chances of photo-taking are peak.

and now my nose plus eyelids suffer from serious skin abrasions.

My eyes are healing and so i can manage,
but the infection on my nose is freaking me out.
I've to apply medication and plaster it forever if it doesn't heal!

I don't want a permanent scar.

Can't believe we are together for nearly 6 months.
24 weeks.
180days.


Be positive and patient.


Dec is ending sooooon again.
Countdown to end of Jan, and I'm done with working life!