Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Currently: Sick.
But it's not physical.
A Major dose of........ heartache.
Sorry my gals..
I can't help whining and complaining to you all,
when I wanna stop myself from crying.
I'm trying to hold on.. for the moments that made me feel loved.
Not forgotten.
Not unimportant.
Not transparent.
Maybe being "too understanding" made you forget that I'm a normal girl.
I long for your presence, assurance.
Maybe I'm asking for too much,
or maybe you don't even have space for me.
It's more arduous than a long distance relationship.
'You drown out all my one-hundred reasons to smile. '
'it was the first time i'd seen him since goodbye.
and even though its been almost a month,
it was still all i could do not to cry. '
