I tried to be optimistic, look on the bright side, think neutral.
But...
it's so not easy-at-all.

When,
my face's rotting,
my hair's brittle & unruly,
my lips are chapping/peeling,
my skin's super sensitive,

I know it's important how u "feel" inside...
but how can I feel good mentally when I'm physically falling apart?

Some people think i'm being exaggerated.
But it bothers me.
My self-confidence is reduced to filch...again.

Nvm, I'll be positive.

*Thanks Ting and Meiqi for the suprise, picking me up from work for a lovely dinner accompanied with Starbucks afteemath. Tgt with Charlene. Thai Express is raving-excellent!

The conversations with you gals taught me how to open up again.
Pick me up when I fall.

I'm still very weak, but I'll promise to train myself to be stronger for you alright....

End of story.

*Looking forward to Pay-day,
countdown= 8days.