I can't stop stop the tears.

My mum is leaving me too.
Someone whom i always take-for-granted.

Her selfless love, care and concern, though sometimes she displays it through nagging and screaming herself hoarse at us.

I always build an invisible wall between myself and others.
B'cos I'm really damn afraid of disappointment/being deserted/getting hurt.
Yes, others i mean friends and boyfriend.


Maybe I'm too negative, call me chicken, excessive worrier.
I need to picture the worst scenario, so as to mentally prepare.
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But my mum is someone i can't ever imagine will leave me.


I dunno why I'm blogging this.

sorry for the emoshits.