Realised it has been pretty long since I last wrote here.

Relieved my computer is healthy now!
But the repair ate up a 100bucks from poor me.

Well... work's the same.
Mundane. . and I'll drone on that later.

Just glad someone came into my life.
I call him. .my best-friend.

At first I was apprehensive.. due to my awful track record of r/s commitment etc.
Whether anyone can tolerate my weird thinking and behaviour,
my flaws, my ugli-ness.

But he's just different.
He makes me feel better about myself..
=)

Counting down -12 more days to my happiness.


Now, work-related.
I'm feeling more and more jaded..
as in i'm sick and aimless of the work routine,
mostly because I'm sick of facing the harsh and unrelentless service industry. (the unreasonable and obnoxious customers)

Also, the longer you work, the higher your job expectations/responbilities incure right?
That's what I'm afraid of.
I feel miserable that they think my job performance is degrading.
N I agree, I feel sorry that I'm not an able worker/employee.

But I don't know how to improve. I don't wish to improve actually and in turn... get entrusted w more responsibilities!

No doubt there are really nice customers too. .but ....

I think i need a break/an escape.
But I know the self-contradiction lies in my diploma being hospitality-based.

....................................................................................
sighs.

Glad I got wise advice from my girls!
Love ya all much.

Gatherings soon ok?
-movies, lunches, singing, dinners, shopping.
=))))