I know nobody can be perfect.
God is fair, you can have some things but not have some.
Like stunning looks, excellent complexion, good figure, charm...

Is it true?

I see some people have it all.
Maybe it's due to their hard work.

I know I may already be very lucky.

But I don't ask for alot.
I just want to feel secure and confident enough.
That's too difficult even.

Just wish I need not be tormented with sarcastic remarks/ people commenting negatively about me-for my own good/warnings/advice.

Just hope I can be normal.acceptable.average.
Is that too difficult.

For the past whole week I haven't been sleeping well.
It's so sickening to wake up at 5am/ 7am daily, no matter what time I rest.
Zombie-me.

Feeling so low.
Ease my internal conflicts someone.