It had been a tiring almost-week.
Seem to be helping out at work increasingly.

So i only get my days off- on Thu and Fri.
However, this week even my Thu is used up.
Went to help out at the Wheelock City outlet.
Also the busiest outlet.

I reported to work early.
And whole day thru I work with my heart thundering.
Afraid that I would make mistakes, mess up.
Alas, time passed readily with the business.

Approaching the end of the day, I was worried that the sales would not tally,
and I must have made silly mistakes which would cause us to go home late.

But I was proudly relieved!
My heart leapt tubulently with joy at the moment the supervisor told me, " No, Everything's correct! You can go home now. Thank you so much for helping me."
=)

Alright, enjoying my off day today.

Supposed to meet Angel but she had a money-making chance-
help put at a one-day golf event for pilots,
increduously the pay is 20/hr!!!
The girls just have to wear dresses, serve wine, mingle with handsome/rich/atas pilots and promote golf coupons!
There's even a dinner aftermath to celebrate.

Wow. Of course I would kick Angel to go and earn money then go out with me.
Glad she took up the offer.

And thanks for asking me to go work too, but I am not pretty enough....
goes to my belief that a pretty face can help you earn more bucks?

Don't worry girl , we can go out next week.

I'm working hard not to shun everyone.
I cringe & hide whenever I see familiar faces, at the mrt or anywhere..
A huge sense of fear that people will see me-ugly/fat/whatever.

I think my problem lies in- builiing my confidence.
I'll work harder.

Wish for that day.......
I can be free, and happy.

I'm feeling more positive now. =)