I need a Miracle.

My self-confidence is near rock-bottom.
All I feel is guilt, emptiness, worry, fear.

Also.
Payday is not here yet.
I'm so broke.

It's scary how costly living is.

Food, drinks, transport takes up like all my allowance already.
I don't have much left.
Not to say entertainment- like movie, karaoke, clubbing and shopping.

But I'm lucky I still got enough to go for my BKK trip!

*hoping for a miracle.soon.*

Even if my self-confidence will be short-lived, I don't mind.

Thank you Angel for being understanding.
Accepting my ugliness.

Yeah, I admit I've been hiding from eveyone,
due to my low self-confidence.

Hope I find it soooon.

Gnite.