My very unlucky new year.


I feel so much like crying.
Berating myself doesn't help much.

I think my mum was right for shouting at me.
And all her harsh words, yes, I rly should lose myself.
When can I stop losing my stuff, belongings etc...

It just sucks.


1. LOST my wallet, 150 M'sian Ringitt, $4, Ez-link card, IC, TP matric card and most importantly pink IC. All while I was holiday-ing in Genting.
So much for a family getaway, spending festive season abroad.

2.The IC replacement is gonna cost $100.
Have to go all the way to Kallang. Also have to take the ugly humongous fat-faced passport-sized photos agn.


3.Already did the EZ-link replacement.. cost $31.

4. Replacement of matric card, another $10 ..then Angel reminded me we're already /officially graduating so I dun rly need it. Blah.

5.Consutation for our final research paper today.I was so paranoid..cos I clearly saw a distinctive "F" on my cover page.... but Janet and Jing reassured me I must have seen wrongly. However, I really think I did crap for the paper. Whatever 2500 words of ecotourism rubbish I wrote.

Now... I'll prepare for the worst. Fail the paper, choose another topic and rewrite.
Or else I can't even graduate happily.

Though my grades are mediocre, I'm lucky I haven't failed any subject before.
And if I rly flunk, it'll be the first time in 3yrs I fail anything.
An ironically beautiful memory for my year 3 in poly??