MOOD: BLUE + GREEN.

The speed time travels at is amazing.
It seems like ytd that I was counting.. 41 days.
But today a re-count only 34 DAYS left till end of attachment.

Weeeeeee.
& Finally today I get to sleep in. Rest my tired heavy bones.

Well, supposed to be feeling pink-happy. But duno why I’m feeling blue and empty now.

It’s like I’ve nothing much to look forward to.

Ironically, Work can be deadly tiring, but it has been enjoyable with jolly company.

Thank the people at work for making my days easy.
Thank the Sunday gang for remembering my presence, making me feel loved.
Great friends I could never have asked for.
Thank my family for taking care and worrying abt me.
Thank whoever who loves me and wishes for me to be happy.

Got my X’mas present from my 2 dearest sisters...in the form of cash-allowance. Meaning I can spend on anything I desire within my budget.

I got a new dress, belt, skincare and lovely perfect dinner with Sis at BluJazz Café, Haji Lane.
I lurrve Haji Lane- the nolstagic feeling…the special memory lane.And Blu Jazz is so cozy and unique.

Brought back cheerful memories of the last time the flowers celebrated August’s Birthday.

Sighs…. I miss them but can’t meet them. Everyone’s busy.

I <3>
B’cos she says: I’m her darling sister, who else can she dote on.
(My sis is so sweet..haha)

Accompanied Mum for her X-ray at Tampines Polyclinic first.
Hope the results spell good.

Oh, maybe cos I read this certain lunar forecast I found on the 2007 calendar and it bodes really ominously on me nexy year: love, luck, money, daily.

Ha, I wailed to Mum, and she chided me fer being siily. She told me my life is determined by myself and my own hard work, not what people predict or says.

=)

Nah, I uds.
Maybe I’m feeling blue bcos I feel ugly and restless-tml hafta go back to work-battle-stress & this is the end of my short day off from work.

I rejected my friends for clubbing..
I missed the birthday party,
I turned down a date I promised. (guilty)
I dun feel like going anywhere or letting ppl see the ugly me.

Yes, I’m feeling abit sad now…. Thinking they are having a great time boozing, partying, laughing…without me.

But, I’ll manage it.

Haha

I can shoot myself for being so weak and unprofessional.

Work is work. I’ve to learn to cope.

Feeling bleak abt the future.

Sis told me staying on in this company is good, the pay’s good and I can’t find sucha good rate in the market now.

But somehow, I dun think I can handle stress.
It makes me nervy and feeling like I’ may snap anytime.
Even 5day work week is an eternity for me.

So.. I’m still troubled.

Can I not work in future?
I just wanna study art. My love and passion.

But I know it means not contributing after graduation and still letting Dad slog to pay for me still.

OKOK, off to slp. Before my negative thoughts harass me.

SHOUTS: I so wanna go singing.