why do i always create problems for myself?

Maybe it's just that I feel stuck and tired, life's so dull.
It's just work and work. The same things/cycles all over again.

But i know this is called "Responsibility".
I can't quit my job anyhow just because I feel tired right?
Anw for SIP, quit=fail.
Simple as that.

Yes, just sleep and tml will be a better, more exciting day!
Everybody have their own sorrows, grievances, stress and complaints!
I should tell myself I'm lucky enough!

P/s: but still, I do not get sick of ppl who acc me for lunch-breaks, pick me up after work, send me home, let me win arguments, give me lil treats, text me just to say I'm missed, hugs me to ease all my blues, listens to me sincerely when I ramble n drone, shares stories with me so time will pass faster, dates me in advance to make me feel "wanted", remember the tiniest things i say, tell me I'm beautiful when I force them to. =)

I JUST WANTED TO SAY VERY MUCH:

I HEART ALL OF YOU.

THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY SIP JOURNEY EASIER.

another day down. off to slp. =))