Wednesday, November 08, 2006
I know I have to be positive.
But SIP-my worst nightmare.
I hate myself for not being able to control my bloody tears.
I keep remininding myself to be strong/ not to repeat my mistakes.
It only makes me more guilty when people still forgive me.
But now, I truly uds how selfish human beings are.
Tell me a million times.
Dear God, release me from this horrible nightmare.
worried on the journey to work.
apshyxiated with fear during work.
remorseful and self-condemnation aft work
Dry my tears.
Jan 26 is freedom.
Praying for it to come in a wink.
I'll try not to cry myself to sleeep.
