stupid. silly. gullible. unimportant. blur. fool. dullard. moron.
idiot. brainless.

that's all i can ever be.

i keep telling myself it's not true. But i realised better.
I made the same mistakes over and over again.
i just feel like giving up.

I wish i had no feelings.
I wish i didn't try hard to be nice.
I wish i m less of a self-proclaimed hypocrite.
I wish i can say what i really feel sometimes.
I wish i can be taken seriously.

Stop wishing stupid Tan Li Jun.