it's so sucky.

Today's my much-awaited off day,
after much surviving yet another 2 days of SIP.

But.
I'm stuck at home.
Body is achy & lethargic, face is balloony-puffy, complexion's a sallow-yellow.
never mind that.

I can't go shopping too.
Cos I've to watch my expenses.

Soon tml is work again.
Friday is off again.
And i go to work again.

There's nth much exciting about life anymore isn't it?
Thou I can't hate SIP, much as I've tried to be gladly positive, I can't.

I miss my friends, times in school, being a wayward student, those crazy nights of lala partying & clubbing, late-night outs, fishing with the guys, prata-nights, less-bloated days, chinatown, birthday dinners, singing sessions.

Msg For Twinnie Linda:
I'm so affected that you are so unhappy and unjustly treated over at ur branch. Your outlet doesn't treat you nice, they say mean, hurting words that hurt, and I can't get to see you much. But pls hang on alryt?

Rmb u still have Joey to love u, me forever your twin and many many other frens who care abt u! =)))


SIP END SOOOOOON.
WE NEED OUR LIVES BACK!

sidenote: i rmb my colleagues and many others asked what are my plans after my SIP - and graduation?

I rly have no idea. Thought of:
1) being a florist (childhood dream)
2) studying at NAFA/La Salle (what i always dreamed of, but the Arts industry is not exactly easy to survive nor, shine through, and it costs my father's life.boo! )
3) retail/merchandising.


Everything's so bleak. Work is so tiring, boring,
Yeah, my colleagues are nice souls , but... SIP is so damn longgggg can?

I know i'm not some princess and certainly dun wanna just "marry-some-rich-man," not even if being a tai tai means no slogging , weekly pampering french manicures, a dozen credit cards swiped at my own free will, the most glamourous and pricey gowns....bla bla.

Then just allow me one last wish,
I plead FOR TIME TO PASS FASTER.