FIRST N FOREMOST: THANK U MELISSA LAI XUE WEI!













for liking the blogskin I chose and changed for u.
and for telling everyone you love me.

I am feeling..very loved.
indescribable feeling. (of awe.delirium.amazement...)

Never want to lose any of you sweethearts ya!

I'm learning to cope and treasure every moment and friends around me.
Thou SIP may be changing our lives.

Somehow it makes the precious off days times spent in more "quality" ways.

We learnt to appreciate how money is slogged for.
The long hours worked to achieve it.
=)


Yeah, I've moved on.
I really don't wish for the past memories to haunt me anymore.

(i've rly tried to accept other people, accept other dates, go out and have a life, enjoy myself. But u know what? I dun rly enjoy myself, I just feel miserable. Feels like I'm cheating, by going out with that person but my heart or attention is not focused on him. Cos going out with another person makes me miss him more................
It's tearing me apart. once again. Cos always when i think I'm feeling better, i fall agn. i'm so afraid actually. )

Mel told me that u can never forget a person.
Memories can only falter and fade.
And as time pass, we are cleverer, we learn.

Yes, I was trying for a way to completely erase you.
Till I realise: the Harder I try, the more I possibly can't.

Dear Mel, thanks for telling me i'm not stupid or foolish.
Sharing your story and life lessons. *Hugs*
We are not silly gals ya! =))))

Actually it was an Elle magazine that motivated me.
To go on a DATING GAME. But bleah. I think i failed it.
But ya. I made new frens.













VINTAGE BLYTHE. SUPER ADORABLE <3


ever wondered why I've this penchant for Blythes?
cos they live in their own fantasy world.
Call them/me fake or watever.
But they are forever petite and prettiful isn't it?

ha. ok.enuf rubbish and senseless blabbers..

i'm bloggin early morn..cos work starts 103o.
I woke up early! Cheers!

Yes, Mel. shopping with u.
& my turn to watch u buy! =)