Tuning to: Honey Soundtrack- I Believe. ( feels like:summer-romance.(= )

Yes. My week had been maddd-rush sorta hectic.Parties/clubbing/movies/late-night rendezvous.Till I barely haf time to slp.

AND DAMN.
Even when I get the chance to slp while I’m drop dead tired.I wake up by 3hrs.
I wish I can slp for longgggg. (like those who hibernate the whole day)
Or maybe slp n never wake up. How effin-cool is that?

Bahhh… I wish to be a lazy sleepy bum-bum.
Sorry for blogging haphazardly.

I’noe I m a person bearing a multitude of poisonous thoughts,
I imagine scenarios n stuff no one wld eva believe, thinking abt how ppl feel. Constantly analyze human’s actions, gestures and speech secretly.

Yes, I live inside my own crazyworld.
N I didn’t expect anyone to understand me. =)
I’m jus glad for ppl who rly love n care abt me.

Yes, the stubborn me is finally admitting.
Thou I’m proud of being strong n independent.
Thou I ‘d kill 2b more wild n tough n gangsta-loving.
Thou I proclaim I dun need a bf.
……….
I Know. I need to grow up. I need to be strong. Or ppl’ll luff at me.
BUT!

I do enjoy being pampered like a princess.Treated like a kid. Sheltered.Protected. Admonished for being playful.being childish-playing block-catching,
hanging out at playgrounds, playing with lovely Blonde Barbie dolls.

And most of all,
being Loved.Hugged. Kissed.Missed by you.

“When she smiles her whole face lights up.
&& her heart's been broken by a guy who doesnt love her anymore
And you know what?
SHE DOESN'T CARE.”

I think I’ve gotten used to my days being a madd-rush everyday.Reaching home at dawn. At least it’ll stop the memories from hurting me.Knowing u’ll never love me. N u never did.N u dun miss me at all. Thanks. I'm fine.

you say i'm a l w a y s happy & that i'm [[good]] at everything i do..
but what you'll never realize is that ,, i'm a pretty good actress too ...

I'll force myself to slp right this moment.

...lijun. 1:44 AM