sometimes it gets better. wif love n parties n crazy nights i'm granted peaceful slp. sometimes it justs get worse. i m terrified of slpin. facing myself.searching my heart. shut my eyes tight.but all I'can eva think abt is u.
& the Nightmare repeats itself today.I dun want it to but I'm defeated. yes. weak i rly m.
realised i can't lie forever. ppl'll see thru my fake smiles. call me weak.stupid.brittle.
but i 'm thankful enuf for the few behind my genuine smiles. them. =)
