Sunday, June 04, 2006
i watch you walk away
disappearing in the dark,
you’re not coming back this time
and it’s tearing me apart.

sometimes, you think you've gotten over a person
but when you smile you suddenly realize
you were just pretending all along to hide the pain

WOULDN'T LiFE BE PERFECT iF...
sweat pants were sexy
mondays were
fun
junk food didnt make you fat
girls didnt cause so much
drama
guys werent so
confusing
nothing was regrettable
and goodbyes were only meant until tomorrow.


best friends are the fairy tales of life
they've been there since once upon a
time
& they'll be there til happily ever after

how you all make me laugh
when i don't even want to
smile
........


sun shining
she sighs
all this beauty
i don't belong.
i 'm sick of myself.
i jus wish i could disappear. or die.


In The Worst Of Times, Remeber What Has Always Gotten You Through.