Tuesday, May 16, 2006

not only've i learnt to advocate lucky charms.

i can't not believe in curses now too.

I said it'll come true.
didn't i?

my birthday curse.
it's true.
i can't fight reality.
I'm mustering all the energy i could.
To fight back all the tears.

So far, i m proud of myself for acting so tough.

But now i fear being at home.

Bcos the tears, they wun stop.
I noe it would hurt.
But i didn't know.it's THIS much.

Pls god, dun let me have alone moments for now.
I'll tide over it.All i need is just time right?
I can.I can. I can.I can.

Never will I allow myself to be weak.
Or show signs of fragilty.
I hate the me now.seriously.

Stop crying.

我恨我爱你
by
AhMei*


面带微笑离开你怀里
我听天由命

最后一张王牌在手里
二选一的机率
不能放纵爱你
就放过自己爱情已经过了甜蜜期
多说也是无益爱

不爱我已经没关系
一点小伤而已
你可以很放心
我不会为了留你
假装可怜兮兮

*都怪我太不争气
我恨我爱你oh~我爱你
只是因为你是你oh~我恨你

你有我看也看不清的小聪明
你有我说也说不完的坏脾气
你有我数也数不尽你的….新恋情没关系…
我有你拿也拿不走的旧回忆
我可以一个人安静的忘记你
我恨你最后那一句
我爱你

Current favourite song of : Angel n mine.

I duno wat to do anymore...
I jus dun wan to get hurt.
Is that too selfish of me?
sorry.