its's an ungodly time agn.
funny thing is:
i'm wide awake.

i'm astounded.
Time moves at a mad speed.

It's as if new year's eve 2006 was ytd.
Mel, peter, jodin, alan, tat- I celerated with u all at the Padang if i ain't wrong rite?

It seems as though sch, our first day getting used to being senior year 3s, started ytd.
and now, it's like hey! we are at week-4-&-friday's coming too.

It's like,this week's mon was just ytd.
Where I was still partying my ass away.
Sweetie Gayna NaNa Wong 19th Birthday
In the grandest room st K-ster.

Oh man.


Well, I rly rly have changed.
Now.I duno whether to embrace my change or to be scared.

So many things have happended.
I am shocked by how many sundays I've known u by.

I used to be so independent and tough.

I used to be so accustomed to staying at home.
My social calendar was non-existent.

I could watch horror movies w/o being afraid on the way home later on.
(now i still can watch with perfect composure, but at home, the hallucinations or
self-over-active imagination gets the better of me.)

i used to wear mins/skirts like 4/5days/wk.
(dunno y they are all too big for me now,)
Now it's 7/8 days pants/.shorts/capris.

I was more hardworking.
i used to be able to restrain my feelings and be so tough.

NOW.
the thought of staying at home freaks me out.
i am just so addicted to shopping.
i jsut wan to go singing/shopping/movies/clubbing whenever.

Yah. I guess i've been too much of a party animal.
all that partying has transformed me.

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