This is a weird feeling.
I seldom, or rarely feel like this.
What's gotten into me?
Maybe pms. haha.

But i'm still contented that my life/week has been rather...
smooth.
=)

It's just that:

School is so mundane.
Classes can be so dull.
Classmates are so new and aloof- glad I haf Jing and Suzhen still.

Ok, great! I do have events to be happy abt.

+I'm in project grp 3. & 1st time it's an all-female-combi!Samantha,
Celestine, Fang An, Jing, Jing Min and Aishah.

Girrrrl Power!!*

+Ticked my craving-list for mensa salad bar today.
Chicken chop. =)

+Made a new fren.
I keep feeling she's a doll.Very special.
Exquisite features.
& Very funny. The way she's truly flattered by my comments.
(No one does..i mean have ppl... but nt to her extent.)
and i duno y...she's the kind of new fren I hit it off with instantly.
Very hard to come by.So glad. =)

Today.
kept thinking negatively and I just-went-home.

I reflected alot. again.like always.

I've learnt to cherish ppl more.
Now I know how you feel when you hafta wait alone for someone all alone, absorbing stares and unfriendly glances frm passers-by.When u r alrdy dog-tired. When i promised and ensure I will be late but still late.
haha.

I value money and how precious every single cent is.
Esp when u work urself.
Put up with ridiculous customers.
Every cent is hard-earned.gold ok.
For all the stress, torture, shit, long hours, routines, travelling involved.

Yes.
I shld learn to consider critically b4 I buy ...anything.
How hard my Dad slog for it.
=))
::::::::::::::Messages:::::::::::
Angel:
Thank you!

Waiting for me aft our lessons. (I suddenly feel v pampered n thankful when ppl wait 4 me.duno y. haha.)
For our Dinner at CQ foodcourt (i owe u Hans).
Shopping for ur tankini and pants.
Sharing our ultimate love- marigold jelly peach!


Rmb our date at the lovely Organic Cafe alryt?
I'sooo love that cosylilplace.
I'can't wait to visit.
=)

Liwen:
Dun be sad abt ur class. N dun care abt meanie classmates who luff/talk/whisper behind ur back.
I so noe how that feels too ok. I'm the queen of sensitivity and u know it too my best fren.
haha.

Be strong. No matter what.
Cya soon k.

Jing:
For being my partner in class.
Listening to my nonsense all the time-sorry...haha.
But i m more hardworking alrdy.
Can u see? *grins*

For a record, I'm early today(Fri) and we had time to sit down at Biz Park
b4 our kuku tutorial in the stupid container jail-classroom!!

Cancel the 2 lecs i skip ok. Restart on a fresh note.
Wee......

Fivesome:
I miss them. i miss you all.
=)

You:
It feels awful. i dun like missing u. at all.
& admitting i miss u too..... hah.