I'm very touched.
All my girlfens are supporting me.

Everyone of them is telling me not to give up.

Advice given, life lessons preached, personal stories shared.

I know you all don't want me to regret.
You all just wish I can be happy.

But i think the love I get frm all ya darlins' enuf.

Maybe things shld end here.when they are still beautiful to me.

Let me bury that empty hole in my heart.
with .... the happy memories we once had.

The times when U kept your promises.
When I felt I mattered to you.
When you cancelled your plans bcos of me.
When you talk to me no matter how dog-tired u are.
When I believed I'll be safe as long as I've you.
When my 1st and last sms of the day was by you.
When I felt like the luckiest gal on Earth.
When I could tell u.. anything.
When u noe I'm acting stupid but U let me be.
When You could read my mind..and I felt I found my soulmate.

Or maybe, you've had enuf of me.
Now, I know what to do..

I just hope I could let go..end everything and go back to my normal life.
Treat this as a dream. Now's the Perfect timing isn't it?
Sch will start in like less than 5 days.
AndI'll wake up from this fantasy.

But....i'm so afraid.
I've sunk too deep.. haven't I?
Darn. it hurts.alot.

I hope I could tell u all this.
But never will I.