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Monday, February 27, 2006

Yes, my prayers are working. =)

Yes,something great happened too.
I went out with someone rly sweet.
Nothing more i could ask for.

Now, I hope i m nt too greedy praying for this i think.
I think i have food allergy, and I just pray that I will look normal soon.
This is the first time I've rashes and it's very serious i m so afraid.........

The huge bloody-freaking red rashes are spread over my whole body!!
Face, entire hands, ears, back n legs n palms n neck....

OMG.
I look hideous n patchy n sore n bloated now.
N i m trying my utmost not to scratch those rashes-patches.

I DUN WANNA B A FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What happened?
At first, i thought it was just the neck.
But............after bathing, I thought I wld die.

Will the rashes keep spreading till it disfigures my skin n I end up dead?

And I m nt going to see the doctor.
I can't.In this state.
The doctor will freak out n collapse upon seeing me too.
I'm so disgusting.
I jus feel like dying.

But, thankfully, i've some things to motivate me.
Hope I recover soon....................?

I HOPE.I HOPE.I HOPE.I HOPE. I HOPE. I HOPE.
=(

...lijun. 7:52 PM