Saturday, February 11, 2006
Le Sigh.
As much as I tried to psycho myself or connect some badly frayed brain-wires to study, I utterly. miserably. failed.Let's take it from the moment I woke up. I slept back again, as it was finally Sat.Then-should be approximately 40mins later, I tried to fine-tune my brain's condition again. (Too much crazy fun and going-out n ungodly wild-ness you see. Hard to go back to "serious-study-for-survival" mode.)My agenda was: STUDY HARD!
okok. at least READ thru Accounting Lecture Notes, for a fantastic kick-start.
But.Butt.Buttt. I didn't know what happened.I seriously needa tight slap.It's 10.14pm, and I haven't even glimpsed thru a single pretty page~ (How not to fail ??)Alryt. Shall not beat myself up. Try harder tml i guess. =) Revised mantra : Note-to-Self: pls be seen scibbling away, furiouslysteadily, instead of zoning off.Stop thinking too much.
To you.I m not a genie.. I can't grant ur wish.Simply bcos , we define "friends" differently.
U: I dun like straying from my safety-zone.But somehow...
I can't explain that heart-twisting feeling sometimes.
Talking till ungodly hours when u've to wake up earlier than I do.
Tell me I'm not smitten.
It bothers me.
But my instincts always keep me safe: this is transitory, fleeting, and will fade soon.
Yes, like always. Isn't it?
Maybe our conversation topics lasted a lil longer than average.
=)!!!!!Study hard!!!