I need a hug.
No , From people who love me.
No.. from people i love.

Let me breathe first.
I'm going mad.
Even the computer (s) ARE revolting against me.

I can't believe it.
I woke up at 6 again to go to school to complete my FM.

And when i reached school at 830am...
1) I managed to struggle till page 40 ..
All the while hiding in Mr Dillon's lodging class behind the pillar,hoping he would not ask me to leave.
But, he did.

2) Awkwardly, I proceeded to the library.
And damn. The computer was hella sloww..

3) I switched to another pc.
It was even slowwer... like the TP homepage took 5 mins to load.


4)I gave up and laboured to the Lab 1 again.
And it was full of our favourite- HTB students.
I didn't realise they were having a lesson too. Perfect.
Their China teacher humiliated me in front of the whole class, saying "Oh, we have a new student! ...[turns to me, smiling repugnantly*] We r having a class leh."

..............................................................................
Who wants to be in your class!!
I left again
Ok...forget about it.

5) Back to the library I went. With the users there giving me weird stares. [rmb i switched two computers b4 dat?]

Ok................
so i used another pc this time.Not hopind it will be fast, but just normal speed.

BUTTTTTT.. it was even slowerrrrr.

Count how many times i logged in and re-logged in.
How many pcs i used.

I feel like strangling myself.


I resign to fate.

No, i will not cry or shout or do anything anymore.


The world can be cruel.
Goodbye.