Hear my rants.curses.swears.

I guess mosts peeps are generally hoodwinked by my exterior.
Bcos nt many ppl get to know the real me.

I m not a door-mat.
I dun fcuking love projects.
I seriously tot of giving-up on school, and my future.

I didn't noe that all i need was some TLC.


And,
i m glad i haf frens like Rina, Angel and Jing.
Thx for all the help thou we aint-so-close.
The sharing of the precious resource book.
The sharing of the discussion room.
*Heartfelt-gratitude.

Yes, I guess sumtimes I'm an attention-seeker.
Only no one notices it.
Maybe only those who seek it to the rapacious extent gets noticed?
But wells, who cares?
Subtlety is glam.too.

I'm mean.

Maybe one day.
I'll need ur warm embrace.
I'll ask u out on a coffee-date.
I'll stop playing hide-n-seek.
I'll quit being a heartbreaker.
I'll be less unfathomable.
I'll throw u some clues.
I'll unlock the chains to my heart.

No wayy.
I'm stubborn like this.

But I still believe.
People change.
Feelings deviate.
True love doesn't exist.
Couples do get sick of each other in the end.

But, I also believe.
Love does not need to last.
That makes precious-memories precious isn't it?

Guess wat?
I still have not learn to trust.
I still wear a mask to hide my low-esteem.
I continue to be more fickle.
I sumtimes dun believe in God.
I sumtimes dun believe in friendships too.

N i dun feel sorry.

Give me jus some more TLC.
thou i probably dun deserve it.